Wednesday, August 22, 2012

and so it begins.

who would ever have thought that the day would come? the day that i start my senior year in high school. well that day was yesterday. and boy, can i say it was not as i would've expected it to be. i had always thought that i would be jumping for joy thinking about going into my senior year of high school. i mean, i'd be the oldest, the one on top. but thats not exactly how it went. i was surprised to see how tall all the squishmores were. i mean, they're all still babies, but come on!! do they have to be a full head taller than me? i don't know exactly of what i was expecting when i walked into each one of my classes, but whatever it was, it wasnt that. school is stressful, and this year im gonna have to work hard! but even though i may be stressed, and i may be shorter than everyone, and it may be different than i expected, i honestly am excited for this year. i'm excited that it's my last one, but at the same time it's super bitter sweet. it's my last first day of school. my last first football game. my last homecoming. my last year before i move out (yes, my parents are making me move out after i graduate.). there's losts of lasts, but it can't help but get me excited for all the firsts that are to come! getting ready for college and applying for college is going to make me so nervous and so scared, but at the same time, i am so ready for it. i am ready to be out on my own. i am ready to live my life. senior year has a lot in store for me, and i cant wait to see what it brings.