finally.

Went to tumbling tonight. At TNT. Holy cow was it crazy being back. It made me realize how much I love cheer and how much I miss competing. Improvement. That's all they're asking. And boy,  do I feel good after that! So happy to be getting back into things. Finally.

late night thoughts

Have you ever had these moment where everything changes? Where you realize something and then you're just like holy crap, what do I do now? Yeah. I've had a few of those lately. And I honestly have no idea where everything's headed. Do I do this? Do I don't do that? What the heck??  I wanna live on the edge. I wanna take chances. But I don't wanna get hurt. Sometimes I just wanna take the easy way out. Sometimes I wish I could just quit my job. Sometimes I wish I just could be an irresponsible teenager and have life be a breeze. But I'm not. And life's not. So I just have to buckle down, come back to reality, put a smile on my face, and rememeber that everything happens for a reason and is for my benefit.

and so it begins.

who would ever have thought that the day would come? the day that i start my senior year in high school. well that day was yesterday. and boy, can i say it was not as i would've expected it to be. i had always thought that i would be jumping for joy thinking about going into my senior year of high school. i mean, i'd be the oldest, the one on top. but thats not exactly how it went. i was surprised to see how tall all the squishmores were. i mean, they're all still babies, but come on!! do they have to be a full head taller than me? i don't know exactly of what i was expecting when i walked into each one of my classes, but whatever it was, it wasnt that. school is stressful, and this year im gonna have to work hard! but even though i may be stressed, and i may be shorter than everyone, and it may be different than i expected, i honestly am excited for this year. i'm excited that it's my last one, but at the same time it's super bitter sweet. it's my last first day of school. my last first football game. my last homecoming. my last year before i move out (yes, my parents are making me move out after i graduate.). there's losts of lasts, but it can't help but get me excited for all the firsts that are to come! getting ready for college and applying for college is going to make me so nervous and so scared, but at the same time, i am so ready for it. i am ready to be out on my own. i am ready to live my life. senior year has a lot in store for me, and i cant wait to see what it brings.

called to serve.

last night my older brother, ryan, recieved his mission call!! he  is called to serve in the portugal, lisbon mission. he will be speaking portuguese and leaves on november 14! we can't be more excited for him!!

this summer has been a blast!!! from spending time with friends, to working late hours and going to park city, life has been crazy! its hard to find time to blog... and we all know how good i am at this stuff. but life really is good! its crazy for me to think that im going to be a senior! i feel like life is flashing right before my eyes, but i love it! i am so happy to be growing up and experiencing new things. cheer has been way good this summer! i love all the girls on my squad and love the time we spend together! we for sure know how to party!! im off to go to lunch with my brother for his birthday, but for now, enjoy some pictures::

nothing tastes as good as skinny feels.

i know i said i wasnt posting again til the weekend... but i have something to say.

i finally found my motivation. skinny bod here i come!

running/cardio everyday.

half marathon before school starts.

eating healthy.

here's to a new me.

hi friends

long time no blog, eh? life has been absolutely crazy since the last time i have blogged. lots of firsts! first prom, first car accident, first/last senior cheer tryout, first new squad practice, and first break up. yeah. about that... i bet you are all DYING to hear the juicy details... but lets be real here, there are maybe five of you out there, if i'm lucky. i promise that i will write a big post this weekend, once i catch up will all my piles of homework that i haven't done. procratination at its finest my friends! but for now, remember to talways keep your head up and stay close to the big guy upstairs.

he knows what he's doing.

time to breathe.

this been by far the most craziest/stressful week of my life. consider student council elections {im running for activities chair}, cheer tryouts, end of term, and work. yayyyyy!! lets just say that me and my group of friends have been a little bit on egde this week... bless our hearts!!

life is going great though! i cant believe that today is the end of term and i only have one term as a junior left. third term has flown by! i am so excited for summer! i got sunburned drving around yesterday... like really?? how does that happen? no idea. 

im in financial lit right now and am suppoed to be doing a survey... ehh whatevs.

i'll let you guy know how everything goes these next couple weeks. sorry for the quicky.

S/O to my brother ryan!!! he's going into surgery today! love you bro!! everythings gonna go great!!