Patience.

People say that good things happen to those who wait. I couldn't agree more!! But, everyone that knows me knows that patience is not my strongest point. And admitting that I'm wrong is right above that one... The big guy upstairs works in mysterious ways. Lately I have seen His hand in my life more than ever before. I know that He sends people in and out of our lives at certain times for a reason. We go through life with who knows how many friends. Some we keep. Some we lose. And some are lost at first, and then regained. He teaches us that its better to admit that you're wrong than get mad or even live in regrets. Boy has taught me a lot lately... Heavenly Father definitely knew I needed boy right now. He knows us better than we know ourselves. And Heavenly Father, let me just say this:: thank you for helping me FINALLY have patience... Cause you knew everything would work out like its supposed to. With school. With friends. With family. And even with boy. ;)

distracted.

i dont understand why homework is so hard to do... i mean i got on the computer so i could look up my stupid RCP articles, and then end up on my blog... its funny that whatever is the least important thing in life is what i always end up doing instead of homework. insta? you betcha! twitter? ghetto, but i love it. fb? always loved it. temple run? freak yeah. i know... im addicted to my phone.. but i am getting better! it doesnt help that i cant sleep at night so i play on my phone until i fall asleep. this blog post is going no where... i guess that the title is rather fitting. anyways, wish me luck on getting my homework done, cause we ALL know that its not gonna happen.

i love cheer.

livin the life

Today, feb 7, 2012 is a day that will go down in history. Yes, we had to go to the ER and Mia got 28 stitches. I had a teacher that got so mad at me for being late since I took Mia to the hospital... Oh I was ticked. Let me tell you!!! But on the plus side, I got out early from school, I got to have an H2H with some girls that I haven't talked to in a long time, {I know you guys read this... so can I just say that I missed you and am SO happy we talked??} cheered at the girls game who WON!!! So proud of you ladies!! Cheered as the boys won in overtime! Such an intense game!! And had some cheer bonding time?? Yup. Let's call it that. Full moons? They do me well. And that's that.

6 am assembly rehearsal tomorrow? Fml.

updates.

Well hello lovelies!! I realized thy I have sounded rather pessimistic on my blog lately... Life is hard sometimes... But I promise that half the time it's just me being an over dramatic teenaged girl who has to have things perfectly her way sometimes... All the time actually... But hey, at least I admit it right?? Boy {yes, him. the one ive been blogging about...} is trying to get me to admit that I'm wrong more often... And let me say, with him it's a lot easier to admit it...

But anyways... Life. Cheer is sadly almost over!! We had our last competition on Saturday, which was kinda rough. But hey, at our last one we took first and won overall! So I would say that it has been a pretty good season!! We only have four {4} region games left. Holy moses. The. We're off to state! I think we are goin all the way this year... That'd be pretty rad!! We are undefeated as of right now!! Let's hope it stays that way!! It's gonna be so sad cheering next year without gabby and all of the other seniors! I love those girls! They have made cheer an adventure!! Its almost even more weird that I'm going to be the oldest and a senior next year!! I still feel like I should be in like 9th grade or something!!! Growing up stinks... You have to worry about school, bills, a job, and to top it all off, a boy! Boy right now is being confusing. We both want the same thing but he decided he wants to play the confusing card and not know what's going on... Gotta love it! Boy is a sweetheart though! And maybe of all goes well, I'll reveal who boy is. Maybe. We'll see how it goes!! Maybe this valentines day I'll actually have a valentine... ;) haha I got asked to the sweethearts dance by Isaiah young!! He is such a sweetheart! I'm super excited! Well I'm falling asleep as I'm writing this... Early morning practice tomorrow... So I better go. But thanks for all of my fellow bloggers/readers!!! Leave a comment so I know you've been here!! Love you all!!! Xoxo

It happened.

I just woke up.

!@#$#@%$^%#$^%$#

ask me if i got the one class that i really really wanted. ap psych. nope.

fml.

what a way to end my day.

school blows.

how the freak am I supposed to study for a test if I don't even know what I'm supposed to be studying?! I hate government.